Just to be with you...

11:05pm. I'm sitting here, and you're somewhere. And I can't do anything but think of you. So here's my note to you, my love...

I still remember that day we met, the very second that I first laid eyes on you. And I remember stumbling over my words, speechless, instantly captivated by you. I remember falling asleep to that beautiful music playing in the background, and knowing that I had never in my life felt so at peace. So perfectly loved. And I remember that you fell asleep and I just looked at you, watching you sleep. And I shed a tear or two. Simply overcome by you. Do you know just how much I am in love with you? You are the first thing on my mind when I wake up, and the last thought on my heart when I close my eyes at night. You are everything to me.

I can't imagine my life without you in it now. I have done so much to choose you, I hope you see. I've sacrificed and let go, and now I'm yours. I would give anything to have you here with me right now. I wish I could just hold your face in my hands again. There's just something about you. I know I tell you everyday, but I hope you know more than anything, just how completely in love with you I am.
Goodnight, Andrew.

"I've been alone so many nights now,
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall.
I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you, just to be with you.

So here I am staring at the moon tonight,
Wondering how you look in this light.
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me too.
To be with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do.

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart
Come together eventually.
And when we finally meet, I'll know it's right.
I'll be at the end of my restless road.
But this journey, it was worth the fight.
To be with you, just to be with you..."

Anything to be with you...

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Every time you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

Ryan Cabrera - True

Mine.

You were in college working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, with the fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts...

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lying on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now...

Do you remember, we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learned my secrets and you figured out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, 2:30AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, 'cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it

I can see it now...

You had me at "Yassou"...

So this weekend was the annual Greek Festival in Columbus, and as always, I was there every night, eating, dancing, eating, celebrating, dancing, and eating some more. This is probably my favorite weekend of the year. I love going downtown to our beautiful Greek Orthodox Church and celebrating my Greek culture with the rest of the Greek community. There is such a spirit of joy, love, family, and LIFE in that place. Oh yeah, and the smell of delicious roasted lamb...

After 2 days of hanging out at the festival from around 4:30pm-midnight (no joke), I had a revelation: There is no doubt in my mind..... I WILL MARRY A GREEK GIRL. It's just a given, a fact, a undeniable, unmistakable, truth of the universe. Just sayin'.

Saturday night around 11:30pm when the party is REALLY happening on the dance area, the band played a song to which you dance the "καλαματιανο" (kalamatiano) -the most traditional folk dance of Greece. Several dance circles had formed and I quickly jumped into one. About 5 dance steps in I noticed the dancer to my right whose hand I was holding. Let's just say it was probably the prettiest Greek girl at the festival-and that's saying something, because well, helllooo it's a GREEK festival-i.e. GORGEOUS people. She turned her head and looked at me and smiled. I melted. She leaned towards me and said "Yassou" (Greek for 'hello'). I melted more. We continued dancing, shouting OPA, and sneaking glances. When the song ended, a beautiful middle-aged lady who was dancing in our circle (on the other side of my new-found Greek love) camp over to me and said "You're a great dancer! My name is Maria, this is my daughter Ana."-pointing to my girl. PERFECT. I've now already met her Mom, and she seems lovely. I can almost hear the wedding bells...

But as quickly as it began, it was over. We exchanged "nice to meet you"s, final glances and smiles, and she disappeared with her Mom into the midnight. I just stood there, looked up to the starry sky, closed my eyes and smiled a smile of deep contentment. I hope to see her again, but whether I do or not, it was a great moment for me. And I thanked God for the girl He has planned for me. Yassou, my love...